I Think I Need Therapy

Friday night I felt really really bad about my luck. I have never questioned my ability because I know that its there I just seem to be incredible unlucky. I was so sick that night that I said I would quit playing cards right then and there. If I want to continue to call myself a rounder I cannot do that. I have a total of $37 left in my bank roll that I will play throught before I make any drastic decisions. Something that changed my adittude since then is my discover of the amount of readers I acutally have on this site. Today alone 8 people subscribed to my feed! If you would have told me, two weeks ago, that I would have 8 people subscribe in one day I would have called you crazy. This astonishing fact turned me back around to where I needed to be. People keep telling me that my luck has to turn around sometime but I don't put a lot of faith into that. I do believe in luck but I don't see it as a being who flows from one person to another. Friday night I called the card that would beat me on the river because I knew it was coming. I have gotten to the point where I expect to be beat. This is why I have oppted for the break. I need some time to throw this psychological problem. I will play again as soon as I feel better about the game. (I'm still kind of hurt by the way it treats me but it should not be to long until I'm back).